Jake
Jake's Blog Post
"Oh, Jake, we could have had a really* good time together."
Was she serious?! After everything I've done, she decides now that we would have been a good couple. That's ridiculous. I'm not even sure I like her anymore. Part of me heard that and wanted to jump at the invitation. The other part, however, wanted to let her go. Part of me knows that she would only use me for a while and then move on to someone else. I don't know if my heart could take that from her. I've loved her for so long. I don't know what came over me, but I felt a wave of confidence and independence. "Isn't it pretty to think so?" It felt so amazing to say that. It was like freeing myself from years of bondage. Brett is a wonderful woman. Anyone including myself would be lucky to have her. I just knew that my love for her wasn't love. It was infatuation. I was infatuated with everything about her. A relationship between us would never work out. It would be fun in the beginning, but as time would progress, I would have to realize that she isn't right for me. Knowing her, she would be finished with me as soon as a better guy came around. Maybe in the future, if she changes her ways, and slows down a bit, we could try it. For now, our relationship is and would only be a pretty thought.
